June 2011
I just thought...
I’d rant for a moment because a lot is on my mind. makes sense i thought. There is a difference between being self confident and cocky. I am a very self confident person I don’t doubt myself I don’t have low self esteem and I think because it is so fucking rare in todays society for one to have pride in themselves, self confidence has been mistaken for being cocky. It is a crime...
May 2011
so today...
I was with my best guy friend Adam, because it’s out Thursday and his moms boyfriend is in town and left his e-mail up so I just glance over and see the word homosexual. Now i’m hooked. It was an aritcle complaining about how Home Depot, being a supporter of gay rights, had a huge gay pride/AIDS awareness day where they were handing out the home depot aprons with condoms in them and so...
i love when...
my parents talk as if I’m not in the room. Yes I liked a page that said “fuck” that does not make me a “filthy girl” as my dad said. Yes I am a lesbian that does not mean it’s ok for you to sit at the dinner table while I’m standing there waiting to get something from my mom to go to yes indeed a gay club because I’m gay, and say that I don’t...
Yay...
First AP tomorrow thank god it just means one more test closer to being done with high school. I want to leave, but then I don’t, mixed feelings I suppose. At least I won’t be leaving with my head up my ass though. I really have to give credit to the people I knew in high school for making me such a unattached person. I kind of appreciate it to be honest. In all honesty I could...
if we want...
to talk about betrayal lets rewind to all the times we ditched, ignored, blew off, replaced, and lied to, oh and completely fucked over when you try to do something nice. I can’t wait to get out of here so I can hang out with the big girls.
