if you think that you are doing something wrong in that unhealthy relationship of yours something is wrong with your brain because your not so stop beating yourself up its annoying an stupid get rid of his ass for the love of god and zuez and any other high power type figure your going to wind up like one of those abused women with no respect for themselves. p.s don’t think I don’t know what I’m talking about I’m not an idiot and know a lot more that you think no joke. Anywaysssss just beat ribault in flag it was pretty intense a 7-6 victory almost fought a black girl you dont fuck with my team or any one of my friends for that matter. AH I’m super excited for thursday I get to spend spring break with my love I think it’s kinda gay though how we have to “pretend to be friends” though even though they already know we’re together that bothers me. Oh well better than no time at all I’ll do as I please. Anyways, I’m super fucking tired and about to hop into a steaming shower
fucking intense! beat raines in double overtime it was fucking crazy. It still pisses me off that a girl who doesnt come to practice doesnt show up to a game gets more playing time than a girl who stays after to practice and practices hard in practice. Especially when you take me out a series to put the dumbfuck in when she doesn’t even know the damn routes. Anyways I have every right to be cocky in this sport I’m a good player, the coaches know it, the fans know it, i’m scouted out so the other teams know it and the team knows it. I’m not saying I am the best player on the team because that is not true we all have our weak moments and our strong games, but scoring three not easy touchdowns in one game is pretty damn impressive and I have every right to brag so shut the fuck up, you try and beat me. I’m SUPER excited for spring break we officially got an answer from my loves mom that I am allowed to go down with them. I’m so excited I can’t even begin to think where to start in thinking (it makes sense). I got another letter from Embry-Riddle today I was selected to begin an “early flight” program where they cut the costs down on everything if I start 2 days early than everyone else. They only send those letters out to 8% of accepted students. Everything is going smooth I have real friends I can count on, I have an amazing girlfriend who I love with all my heart even when she’s not in good moods and is the most loving and caring person I’ve met. College is looking super good, I have an interview at McAlisters on Friday, Ah!
Was pretty slow and boring untill I had the chance to see my love, which we both needed. 3 days! till our 6th month thats half a year im super excited I have good plans I hope they can work out =] I wouldnt want to be with anyone else, honestly. It doesnt get much better. Then I came home only to play the game life with rachel till now 3:30 exactly in the morning I still couldn’t beat her money rank even when I went to college to get a damn degree and better job. oh well i’ll try again tomorrow. I wish Amanda was there to watch I thought it was super cute when I had to “get married” and I had two Pink figures in the front seats of the life car. She’s amazing. Well good night or morning which ever you fancy