Arg basketball has started and I love playing and all but it’s fucking ridiculous the comments I get when I leave the locker room with my girlfriend. I’m not looking at you when I change neither is she if she’s looking at anyone it would be me. I’m not going to grab her push her up against the lockers and start eating her face I don’t work like that. I was informed today that a teacher has seen me peck her good-bye and says that it’s “too much PDA” and that we need to be told to stop, I’m even being told I’m not allowed to hold her hand through out the halls and I hate HATE to play the gay card but why is it perfectly ok for straight couples to practically have sex in the hallways, sit in each others laps, hold hands, and sneak off but if I want to kiss my girlfriend good-bye and tell her I love her I can’t. It’s not like I have given anyone a reason to say “hey cut it out!” I save all that for when we are alone. I respect the people around me I know its not ridiculously widely accepted which is why I’m not going to throw myself out there and give us a bad name. So when it comes to true feelings they can’t be shown but it’s ok for people to do things for all the wrong reasons and get just a physical thing out of their relationships in the hallways. That makes perfect sense good job world. This is why relationships don’t last this is why the word love has almost completely lost its meaning. The way people are going is it may be what they think is love but it turns into lust and then they refuse to see that because they want so badly for it to be something that does not exist between them. It is fucking ridiculous how manipulative people can be to make someone believe that they are their forever. I’ve seen it way too many times and I would never do that to my girl. If your not mature enough to handle it don’t get into it in the first place. Maybe they should encourage more relationships like what I have then maybe people will see things for what they are worth and not for what they can get out of it and if anyone wants to say I don’t know what I’m talking about why don’t you come carry what I carry everyday and shut the fuck up.